Memoirs of a DIVA Week 1 & 2: Shooketh

My life forever changed starting at 3pm on June 7 th , 2021 when I met Shay virtually for my Love Coaching Discovery.

Prior to this meeting, I had gone through: years of therapy, shadow work, and a huge spiritual awakening. I felt the best I had ever felt! So I thought…

I was optimistic about love, but was focusing on myself. I was learning to love myself. I felt that my true love was right around the corner but if I focus on myself and do what I had been doing, I would meet him. I knew that I needed to do more shadow work, but felt that I was doing really well. I honestly believed that Shay would tell me, “great job! on the progress you’ve made and here are some things you need to work on, but you don’t need D.I.V.A University”…boy was I wrong. I went into my Love Coaching Discovery ready and excited. I even put on my red lipstick and earrings to activate my feminine energy!

Shay asked me a series of questions, then closed her eyes, prayed and tapped into my heart. I was anxious and excited at the same time, because again, I thought I was doing soooo well.

Shay’s eyes opened, and brought up a series of actions, people and events that I’ve tried to suppress. Situations that I thought I was over, but they were affecting me more than I knew.

In short, I was delusional. Shay put it nicely by saying that I’ve manipulated my reality and still do, because I’ve had to do so to survive. I’ve been masking habits and behaviors of the men I’ve seen and dealt with. My dad was even a narcissist. I learned that the last three guys I had been with, were all seeing other people while talking to me. The guy I was in a relationship for eight years cheated on me. This is the same guy that owes me $25k.

I don’t trust my intuition and myself.

I don’t’ know my true power and what it is I truly want.

I discovered that I get anxious in relationships which causes me to act in a way I normally wouldn’t.

I’m afraid of meeting the same guys and going through the same issues.

I find out that I have a death grip on relationships and the people I love.

I was also informed that I was sexually assaulted/ raped at some point but I don’t remember.

When I tapped into my intuition, which was rusty, I kept hearing 5 or 6 years old.

Without hesitation, Shay said that D.I.V.A University was a must, and if I didn’t do it, she could not see me having the happily ever after I always dreamed of. She provided recommendations on what she wanted me to work on within D.I.V.A University and we closed out the meeting.

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I was in shock, hurt, sad, confused, and every other negative emotion there is. I felt that my life was a lie and Shay was right, I couldn’t trust myself…

I left the meeting distraught and fell into a deep depression. I cried non-stop of hours. I called out of work the next day and laid on the couch processing everything I learned the day before. It sucks to realize that all the work you’ve put in on yourself didn’t do that much help at all.

What Shay did for me in 2 hours, is saving me a lot of heartache, money and my life.

Right after our meeting with tears in my eyes, I signed up for D.I.V.A University with Affirm and have been on the road to healing ever since.

After 6 days of meditations and the program, I felt a huge difference and my optimism has returned. I am still shook-eth but trust in Shay with all my heart and know that this program will help me marry my true love.

I write this blog entry to say a few things:

-Don’t wait to invest in yourself: It’s not a good feeling to know that you’ve been holding

yourself back from the love you deserve. Also, you’re holding yourself from living the life you

deserve in general. The program is very well priced and is a hell of a lot cheaper than divorce or

being scammed by the wrong guy.

-Have the truth revealed to you: Although you may feel that you’re good, look at your life

(especially love life) as an example of what could be wrong. I truly believe that many women are delusional as a result of various occurrences throughout their life. Your reality may be masked and you won’t know unless someone as gifted as Shay pulls the wool from over your eyes.

-Don’t rely on the reading aspect heavily: Coming from a person that relied HEAVILY on readings from various people, it truly doesn’t help you to do so, because you’re not trusting yourself. Every woman has natural intuition and power. By relying on someone to give me all the answers, I’m not tapping into my powers and intuition, which has gotten me to where I am now.

-Shay is truly a blessing: I thank God that Shay was put in my path (or FYP on Tik Tok to be more specific). Shay is a huge blessing to women everywhere that want to tap into their power and heal from love blocks. I know my life is forever changed because of her.